Constant

Goals and aspirations are what's keeping me going at this moment in my life. Two and a half short months ago I made a choice to leave my heartland in search for something more. Hoping to find art, community, and a warm welcome in the big city of Denver Colorado. Unfortunately I've now spent those two and a half months serving bagels and making coffee for the community that didn't seem to have a warm welcome for me or my art. Lately I've been thinking "well maybe I didn't try hard enough or didn't talk to the right people" but the truth I didn't find what I was looking for because on the inside I didn't want to. Moab is where I need to be and Utah is the art community I want to be involved in. Along with work, I spend my remaining weeks in Denver making art, reading travel books and making the best of this place. Exploring and enjoying the near by mountains. Maybe one day I'll show my art in a gallery in this great city but now is not the time. 

Snowy forest of Rocky Mountain National Park. 

To keep myself going I make small day to day goals, goals I want to finish before I move, goals for 2015 and goals for a life time. Goal number one, keep doing what makes me happy even if I'm not in the right place 'make art'. Other goals like save money, get into better shape, read more books, take more photos, talk to more people. Make 2015 a traveling year. These are all the things keeping me motivated and happy. Even though I don't like it here I'm still happy because that just means I have something to lookforward to and I tried something new. I've learned I'm not cut out for the big city but maybe one day my art will be. The only way to find out is to keep making art. 

Capitol Hill 

The Resume

When applying for jobs in the professional world, a resume can make it or break it when it comes to getting an interview. I am at a point where I am starting to apply for these kinds of jobs and I'm quickly realizing that post college life isn't as easy as I was hoping. Of course I knew it wasn't going to be easy but I at least thought I would be able to make up my own mind on what I wanted to do.

As I dive head first into the professional job hunting world I am constantly second guessing myself over the things I've said and what I've submitted in my resumes and applications. Right now getting a job in an art related field is a very high priority and every word I write and say has an effect on the outcome. I'm looking for opportunity in every direction and I can only hope those directions take me some where new and to a job I enjoy.

Over the past month my resume has gone through many variations and changes with every new job that comes my way. I never thought I would have to write about myself so many times in one summer. But I've gotten good at fluffing up the good stuff. I feel like I've done really great things the past three years and now it's a matter of showcasing those great things. I hope the job world can see what an asset I am. 

As I sit here, writing this post with one hand and adjusting my resume again, I can only hope that this will all be worth it in the end and I can be happy with what I am doing as a career.  

One way or another I'm going to work my butt off to get a career in the art world. 

Snap shots of life

My life has been very busy lately doing things that don't involve making art and I'm struggling to keep my website up to date. I want to use this blog to show my viewers, supporters, and followers what my day to day life is all about. 

Right now things are moving slow, graduation was nearly four months ago and I haven't had nearly enough art in my life since then. I have plenty of great project ideas brewing in my head but I can't seem to find the time to actually create anything. Working at a campground in a tourism based town as become much more of a full time job than I had intended and have little time for anything else besides sleeping and eating. 

So when there is a slow moment at work I'm goig to make a short post about my day or week, along with some snap shot photos of interesting or cool looking things that I've seen recently. I'm hoping that this small effort to post something about art as often as I can will keep my passion flowing and keep me excited about art and photography.  

Its amazes me that I live in such a great place and have such a hard time posting about it. So from now on I'm posting as often as possible about art, my life, and the places I go to. 

This image was taken while climbing in the La Sal mountains near Moab, UT.