Heart Land

So I'm finally back in Utah and I'm so much happier. It's funny when you know deep down exactly where you need and want to be but for some reason you're not there. I was welcomed with warm rains and starry skies. Even though I'm still struggling to make art, being happy it making it easier. I got my wonderful summer job back at the campground I worked at last year and I am now the social media and online store rep for my favorite climbing store in town. Things are looking up.

The desert is warm this time of year and with town being slow that means more adventures. With climbing, hiking, and camping at my finger tips, it's easy for me to find inspiration for new pieces. I'm continuing with my invisible cities concept, now including my experiences in Colorado. So be on the look out for those. I'm just amazed with my self on how this little desert town makes me so happy. I'm looking forward to this year more than any other.

In other news, I'm still looking for shows to be in, and more views and people interested in my work. I'm hoping that I can find some interest soon. I know it's not going to be easy but at least it's hard in a place that I enjoy being.

Dream chaser

Lately I've been talking a lot about my plans for the summer and my big dreams as an artist, traveler, and adventurer, while it is important to have goals and dreams but it's also important to enjoy the path that those dreams are taking you down. I often get so caught up in making plans and making things happen in the future that I forget to enjoy the now and make things happen right now. ​

With my lack of success that I've found in Denver, I've become even more anxious to make big plans for the summer. But moving here wasn't a complete bust, I've seen some places and things that I would have never seen this winter if it weren't for living here. And I discovered somethings about my self and realized that some of the things I thought I wanted, I actually don't want at all. 

I thought I wanted the big city life with a huge art community and tons of things to do every weekend but it turns out, I'm not city girl, nor am I a social butterfly. I repeatedly escape to the near by mountains and foothills for some solidarity. Places like Rocky Mountain National Park, the flat irons of boulder, and the Garden of the Gods have become the reasons why I love Colorado.  

So while I'm busy chasing my art dreams, it's a slow chase full of mountains, desert, friendship, and enjoying every step of this crazy adventure we call life.  

Friday

Well the week is coming to a close and I still haven't made any new art. Bummer. 

My sister was in town this past week and she kept me busy playing outside and catching up on life. Even though I didn't have time to make art, I was enjoying the time I was spending with my sister. I did take a few moments every now and then to take a few snap shots of our adventures and even though they may not seen like much, they are beautiful moments to me.

If there's one thing I've learned while my sister was here, is to enjoy the silly things in life. Like swimming in the river, it's something that I do often and I think it's just apart of life but not everyone can say their local swimming hole is the Colorado river. Each day that spend in this town I only love it more and more. I talk a lot about wanting to travel and live in different places but I know I'll always want to come back to the Utah desert. I love it here and it will continue to inspire me. If only I could find the time to create something from that inspiration.